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Journal Entry: Mon Feb 9, 2009, 2:53 PM







Apathy is very fucking destructive


Don't you hate feeling useless? Like there is only one thing you want in life, only one aim, one talent you want to hone. But you can't. For the love of fuck, you can't. Yeah I'm pretty pissed off, destructive, depressed and frustrated. And that's only because I can't do digital art.

Imagine what I'm like during a real crisis in life? Oh wait, to me it is, because drawing and writing is the only thing I can do. My novel is digging its heels in and I can't make much from it, whereas my art is shit. I can't do shading properly it just looks like they've got a fucking skin complaint cause it looks blotchy and there is no smooth transition. Not to forget there are blind people out there who could find a better photo moment than me.

Wanky cunt.





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  • Current Residence: Newbury
  • Interests: Design, Illustration, Language...
  • Favourite movie: American Psycho, Full Metal Jacket, Spirited Away
  • Favourite band or musician: Too many to list!
  • Favourite genre of music: Electronica, Ambient, Industrial, Dance, Many Others
  • Favourite artist: My deviantART friends!
  • Favourite photographer: Andy Goldsworthy
  • Favourite style of art: Illustration
  • Operating System: XP
  • MP3 player of choice: iPod Nano
  • Shell of choice: Whatever keeps me warm
  • Wallpaper of choice: Flavoured
  • Skin of choice: Endodermic
  • Favourite game: Half-Life 2
  • Favourite gaming platform: PC
  • Favourite cartoon character: Hellboy
  • Tools of the Trade: Pencils and Paper / CS3

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:iconjordanzgrl:
thanks for the fave :)

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Thanks very much for the fav and watch!!
:iconcool-kakshi:
:clap: Thank you very much for the fav! :w00t:

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:iconbabyshakez:
Thankyou for the wach and fave add :)
Very much appreciated x
:iconbeautifuldragon322:
Thank you so much for the faves and the watch add! I greatly appreciate it!! :D :glomp:

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:iconvivienl:
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:iconlady2:
thanks!

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:iconlooserlucy:
thanks for the watch!

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:iconsodiumhalo:
no problem (it's =bleakside by the way, but I may be changing back, I actually prefer that username now...)
:iconcircadiantwilight:
thankyou for the watch :D

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:iconwinkywankywoo:
Thanks for watching.
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:icona-shesacid:
Thanks for all :)

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:iconannie-happycore:
thnx for the watch and fav++ :]

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